Can we just talk about why is your girlfriend so stupid?

How can you be with someone who makes you feel so bad? I always tried the best for the relationship but simply was destroyed for my mistakes.. While I bathed, I thought.. I do not deserve you. When you say "you're perfect", the reality is that the perfect are you. You deserve someone who makes you happy, that doesn't make you angry or make you feel bad about their moments of hysteria. I just want the best for you, and isn't me..
Dream an endless story with you, we be "are together since the secondary" and that despite the discussions stay together. You do not want that?
But I hurt you. I said a lot of things in the shower that I wish I had remembered to write here.
How can you have a girlfriend who can not do anything right? What makes you mourn when it should make you laugh and happy. The only good thing she knows is self-injury.
She wants to be different, be better for you. Although she is an idiot, she would die if I lost you...
i just want to say i'm sorry, i'm so so sorry... Maybe you will read this, or not but you know what? You are amazing and any girl would want a guy like you. I need your hug, and you telling me "i love you" and that "everything is fine" really. And saying me "you're my princess" like the other day..


I'm sorry for all, and thanks to you, My King, for everything you did.
I love you for a thousand years.